breakthrough rehearsal

I'll try to put in out in Greek, but it's easier for me to express myself in English. 

I promised myself i'd write something everyday. You, know, we don't have to wait for New Year's

Resolution to change our lives. We can do it today. One tiny step at a time.

As i'm rehearsing for this project, i sometimes leave my body and see myself through a third eye.

I realize i make a small step everyday. I think today i made a bigger step. You know it's one of those days

where you're so close to the treat you can almost grab it, but you're still far from it? Well, that was me today.

Most of us spend years of acting school, tutoring, dancing singing, hell, some people spend their whole lives studying. Some people go to NYU or National Theater of Greece (Greek version of NYU, supposedly), 

but it doesn't matter if you don't give yourself on that stage. It's less than a second away, yet so far, and no one can teach you that.

No one can teach you to fight for something you want. Everybody has 'wants' and dreams. And you know, the more people i meet in this business, the more i see how they don't pursue what they want. Well, they say they want this and that, hey, they have a whole list they can tell you if you ask them. But the truth is that, when you get to know them a little, you see that in action they're not doing anything to achieve it.  I'd be a liar if i didn't say i was one of them. Till i made a decision to produce my play with my partner. And even then, even though i'm always putting effort, i still didn't know what i was getting into.

Some of us are so privileged to have a minutes a day on that stage, but when we have the chance what do we do? Just like our director says, theater wasn't created to show ourselves but to cleanse ourselves. We need to remember this. Just remember you have been blessed with a few minutes a day to cleanse yourself on stage. Don't throw that away (i'm writing this so i can tell myself too)

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